The journey was all for naught. The Holy Father nor the Queen approved another expedition lead by me again. They agreed to clear another man's, Cortez, to head to the New World to finish what I started. They did not believe me about the sorcery, nor the great treasure, not even the oppressed natives!
I now live again in Toledo. With a heavy heart, I have come to admit two things. I failed. I was the fool. It was useless to try and clear the Delgado name, for all it will do is bring further dishonor. Not only could I not save the new found natives, I endangered the lives of my own men under my command.
I did not do anything to protect the natives from their harsh rulers. For what I realize now, we are now the saviors. Cuba is the example. What the Governor did in Cuba, I fear is what Cortez will do to the New World and the Nahuatl. He will bring it beyond Reconquista. He will bring Colonization.